Well I also see it as a means to procreate and it can have an animalistic cold desire to it. I have expected all of that but I have never experienced sex in a passionate, respectful, and delicate manner and I guess I am dying to know what that is and the difference. People bring up the camgirl stuff like it has anything to do with how I view sex. It was just a stage in my life that I wanted to know where my talents were I thought I had nothing to give so I did that. However at the end of the day, I couldn't care less about camgirls and I think it's all meaningless rubbish that none of us need but I guess I had to try it out to make sure that was how I felt about it.