((HUGS)) I feel for you. I remember with my parents growing up, they did not agree with medication.....there was a lot of blaming and the whole "suck it up, pull yourself up by your bootstraps" approach. My dad didn't deal with things well......he had a drinking problem. I'm sorry you do not have the support you need from outside resources, but of course you always have the support here. You are not alone. I used to find comfort in finding things to read and sometimes journaling/writing down my thoughts (I still do, actually). It's hard to rely on just coping skills when meds are needed, but please hang in there!
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