Some of the internal helpers always seem to have been there, but the front ones - day world hosts / alters - definitely started off hating. Wanted them to go away / not be real / not exist at all. It took a lot of time and therapy to get to any sort of liking them. Wouldn't want to be without them now.
Question for the next person: what is your answer for any of the previous questions that you would have liked to have answered but missed out on?