I recently went through a very emotionally stressful time. I feel a little numb from it but I am still trying to figure out stuff that needs to be done each day. I feel very similar as I did years ago when I didn't know I was DID. Actually I don't know what to feel. I'm scared, even terrified by my son's accident. I am in the work mode of making sure he is getting the right care and the insurance company isn't dictating his hospital release date. He will need income so i am trying to work that out. He will need some sort of out patient physical therapy to get back to being able to do things for himself and he will need psychiatric care to provide meds and cbt. He is already starting to be a little paranoid about his diagnosis because he doesn't recall any of his psychotic behavior. It feels like a lot right now. Just wanted to get that out into the open.