I just took an inventory of all my posts here on PC. It's nearly one year. Most posts were about the dysfunctional marriage causing hysteria and depression, next were trying to be happy and healthy posts, next were ones about an obsessive issue of mine over an ex, and only a few were about my narcissistic mother. 32 threads over my miserable marriage! And now I am still feeling love for my h and just took him back and pray to try to repair this life.