It depends on whatever mood swing I'm in. I love hypomania and wish I could live in that state all the time, in no small measure because I feel like I've been set apart to do great things. But in mania I'm angry and hostile, and in depression I feel dead inside...not enjoyable at all.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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