im worried she will send me a letter .i would not even want to read it . i am hoping ill have maybe a week before she does . i wont be able to deal with what she will say . how hurt she is and will never ask anything of me .and how she was trying to help me by telling my son to get out of the house etc...

I liked my mothers letters. They made it clear how self-serving her attitude was. Me me me me me. I didnt even exist in her world. It was nice to see it in black and white.