Yes, I find it much harder to cry since I've been on meds. Maybe it's the Seroquel because that's what I've taken most consistently and for the longest.
I can only cry regarding death.
I work in healthcare, and many years ago, before dx and meds, I used to regularly be moved by my patients and their suffering. I hate to say it, but I am less so now. With the exception of a young girl who died of cancer with whom I had been working for a long time.
I wish I were more moved. I wish I had more of a sense of wonder of the world around me.
I truly wish I could cry more, but the tears just don't come, even when depressed. It's as if everything is stuck inside somewhere and I can't find it.
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