Welcome to PC AugustusCaesar
I'm glad you found us and posted. There are many wonderful folks here who, like you, have had similar childhoods. I'm sure you will be able to connect with those folks and find you have many things in common.
Taking the risk in reaching out here is a huge step. I hope that in your reaching out...someone will reach back to you that will help you to continue on your quest for a happier, healthier and more fulfilling life.
I'm sorry you have gone through and are still going through a difficult time. I pray you will find healing and peace of mind soon.
*Gentle Hugs*
sabby