Today was an alright day. I was going to meet a woman today but it didn't happen. That's OK with me. I spoke with her before I was going to see her and I didn't like her that much. So I ended going to the church that's next door to me. It's OK but not that great. I couldn't think of anywhere else to go.

Took a bike ride that lasted two hours and twenty minutes. I felt like I could have done more. I still have anxiety with bike riding; worrying about getting a flat tire. I wish that I could get over it, or have confidence in fixing it if it happens.

My sister called me today and it's the first time I've heard from her in a month. She sounded tired. But then I felt like I was out of it, too. We did have a pretty good talk. Though at times I felt like a failure in comparing to how my relatives are doing.