Hi ! When I read your post ,it sounds exactly as if I wrote it.
Nobody understands until you go through it. For years now,
I have tried to explain this to my Mom. She thinks a person
can just snap out of it.Now, I realized that I really don't
have alot of friends left, because of my depression.
It is a sad situation. So, I guess I have to try to move on, and forget about the people that don't get it. I am sorry you
are dealing with this alone. Please take care of yourself,
and hope things get better for you. Sending you a big hug!!!