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Originally Posted by kamikazebaby
I'm sorry she's still not in the mood to talk.  Just keep in mind - as much as you want to talk, she does not, so reaching out more is going to push her further away. I'm sure she'll approach you again if she wants to mend the relationship. 
As for the strap-on, it depends. A future partner might not want you to use the same strap-on with her that you did for a past partner, even if all precautions are followed. I'm not sure I'm going to allow my girlfriend to do so...I may insist on one that she has never used with anyone else because I just don't want her to use anything with me that she has used with another girl. You know? |
I'm getting scared she won't want to me mend it. It's been over two weeks now. Granted, I've been a little pushy in those two weeks. Yet she's still nasty and unwillingly to talk about it with the mutual friend even. I guess though the best thing is to tell the mutual friend to leave her alone too. The last thing I did was have that friend send the letter (digitally over Facebook), but I don't even know if my ex read it. It just had apologies and my desire to mend things. The friend saw it too and ensured her it was safe to read. We don't know why she's acting in this way.
And I get what you mean about that. I may just get rid of it. Or for now put it away/hide it until I decide that's really what I want to do.
Also...I suck because I took off work again today. It's mostly because of emotional pain and partially because of psychical. Although I'm thinking a lot of the emotional is causing the psychical. And sorry if tmi, but to make matters worse I have my time of the month. Ugh. I am like ruining my life/halting it because of a break up.
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