Been in a depressive episode since late April, and now it has into an agitated depression, coupled with paranoid thoughts (bordering on delusional), and voices again, hi. With the meds ths volume is turned down quite a bit. And active grief from my Grandpas passing back on July 17th, is making the depression and agitation worse. I'm also getting these thoughts that I don't exist, and no one and nothing exists, and just a figment of my imagination...