Well a couple of week ago I was really in a bad state. I wanted to die and actually said I wanted to cut my wrists with a shard of glass I had with me at school. My friend called my sister and told her, who in turn told my mom. My mom talked to my T and they set it up that as soon as school was out that day they were taking me to a hospital in Louisville. I wasn't hospitalized then but I fear if I tell them when I feel suicidal, I will end up there. Last time was a close call. I am not sure if I should be honest with my feelings or keep quiet. I need some help.....someone please reply!!! I am BEGGING anyone to answer...I am going nuts!!!!