I don't make friends often. When I'm not working, I take care of my pets, read, and game. I only talk to my friends sometimes because I can't truly be myself with them because I don't share my issues. I spend a lot of time feeling disconnected from people, even when in with them. Because there is always the conditional wall between us. I can only be the parts of myself that they will accept unless I want to risk rejection or abandon the connection. So it goes.