This is quite complicated but I will try to explain the best I can! Ok so I met a guy online in a different country, we spoke for a few months before meeting. We met for a week and we both fell
In love, we had the most amazing time, everything clicked and it was perfect! Until the last evening...we both got drunk and got into an argument, I was packing my bags to leave when all of a sudden he pushed me across the room forcefully, pushing me to the ground. I tried to leave and he pushed me again to the floor. He then threw me on the floor and was swearing in my face, cursing, calling me bad names. I was in shock. He then cried and said he didn't mean to hurt me and that I knew it wasn't to hurt me it was to stop me from leaving. He cried all night. The next day I went back home and we were both destroyed to say bye to each other. I've never felt such love or passion in my life. I'm confused because we had the most perfect week but that last night was it drunken mistake or was it a warning sign? I'm moving to be with him but that has concerned me. Thoughts and feelings please. I've got this gut feeling which doesn't ever go away, I had it when i was with him, it's like I'm going crazy, like I can't live without him, Ive never been like
This in a relationship. I've even been prescribed Valium to calm my anxiety which I've only had since I met him. Is this my gut instinct ???