Hello,

I have been in the hosptial a few times. It isn't as bad as you think. Usually they have ping pong tables, pools tables, TV sets. Counselors there to talk to you any time you want. Your personal room will not be locked. There is a lobby area where you can talk to others if you chose. Sometimes they have arts and craft time there. Sometimes gym equipment to use. You can usually go outside in a special area if you smoke. Or just go outside to look at the stars. It really isn't as bad as you think. They are there to help not make you feel worse. Check into hospitals around you. Some are better than others.

Take care,
Leslie