Behind the scenes, here in my life, turmoil has been swirling around me, to the point of really affecting my mental state. I own a home in another state. I lived there for about 10 years after my divorce. I moved back to Oklahoma to care for my mother who was very ill. After she died, I moved back to the town where I used to live when I was married. My daughter and I both moved back. We had spent two and a half years on the home ranch while she was coming off heroin. It was really tough for her but we achieved her getting clean... and all sorts of physical stuff happened to me. I had a mastectomy revision that was horrible. I had a radical mast when I was but 31. Back then the FDA said that reconstruction was safe. Let me tell you something, it's not. Nine revisions later, I can tell you that it has severely impacted my life in a very bad way.(It ruined a marriage, for starters.) Then after the revision on the ranch, I got rocky mountain spotted tick fever. I almost died. I got a brain lesion and only by finding a top notch neurologist did I squeak through that one. So.......back to the home in the other state. I leased it for awhile. Then I put it on the market. I almost lost it, but regained my financial footing and then put it back on the market and sold it. We went to close this last Spring. The title company said that there was a problem on the title. I was stunned. My neighbor had gone to the courthouse and written he and his wife a warranty deed on my property and borrowed $123k on my property. The bank, obviously, did not do a title search. BUT they got title insurance!!! So, to make a long and painful story short, I've missed the August term for my last year of nursing. My plan is to go into psych or ER...probably ER. I love working in an ER. Now the December deadline is the 8th and we won't be closed by then. I need the money to live on while in the last year of school. I cannot work and go to school.......especially something this hard. I'm smart, but I'm not that smart. Plus, I'm 61~ So, now I'm missing the next term of school. I am so upset about it that I cry all the time and I want to go and do serious harm to my neighbor that did this to me. I fed his parents two meals a day, for three months, before they died....while he sat on his fat butt and scammed people.....and this is what happens after they are gone! I'm hurt, I'm angry and I'm depressed. I was having horrible panic attacks, but got that under control. I'm not much fun to be around. So, I isolate myself as much as possible. Bill is truly my one shining light in my real life. In my internet life, I wouldn't make it without this site....I honest to God couldn't go on if I didn't have you people. By having the humor and the interaction, it's kept me going. But, my well is running really low. And before you ask, yes, my neighbor could do what he did. Anyone can do it. IF the bank doesn't run a title search and find out that you don't own the property that you're borrowing money on. Can you bleeping believe it????????? My atty is toying with the idea of suing everyone that touched the paperwork. That is definitely what I want to do.
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