Asuyuka,

You are very welcome....I am glad that something I wrote was a thought or suggestion that helped you through that rough time. It is nice to hear that the words actually helped, so I appreciate your thank you.

I am glad that you have your boyfriend to help you through.....there isn't anything really like someone in your real world to be there for you & guide you through the rough spots. He sounds like a wonderful person. It is rather strange you just the right person comes along at the right time to be there for us.....it sure not something under our control.

A suicide attempt is a difficult thing to deal with let alone trying to tell your mother....glad he was there by your side to support you. (I have been at the suicidal attempt point many times, so know what you are talking about).

I hope that whatever pain you are dealing with can be helped...sometimes you have to find the right pain specialist to do tests & then experiment with the right dose of meds to do the trick. I lived with horrible 24/7 migraines for 9 years without help, so know how horribly it can effect you. It wasn't until I luckily was forced to leave the previous pain jerk specialist that I found one that was willing to treat my pain with the level of narcotics it took to control the pain & the pain was over a 10 everyday.

Take care of yourself & while you are having a rough time....let your boyfriend guide you for awhile...it will get better. I want you to know how much I appreciate your thanks also....I am glad that my words helped....& be sure to PM if you need anything in the future. I am a bit tied up with getting my farm house into shape this month, but will be glad to respond to a PM since it will point it out to me.
((((((((((((((((((((asuyuka)))))))))))))))),

Debbie