I done a lot of terrible things in my past, mainly because I as in a relationship that I was unhappy in. I stayed for the kids. The guilt I carried over those things has affected every aspect of my life. I finally found the courage to leave, but only because I fell in love with another woman, who I told I was separated. I lied to her about my past relationship and about being in a relationship when we met. My guilt caused me to nearly beg for my ex back after a couple of months....only because I hates not being there for the kids. I quickly retracted everything and then hid/lied about it to my current girlfriend. My guilt has caused me to not be the best parent I can be, and now push away the one woman ive ever loved. Recently, all of my lies came to the surface and I finally opened up and admitted everything. I feel free, and I'm such a different person....Im free of that guilt and I know I can give this woman everything she deserves. She wants to work past it, but how is she ever going to do that? How can I repair this? I really need help.