Not really, even though I like my hypomanias, they can turn dysphoric in an instant, as can my full blown mania (which I've only had a few of), and don't get me started on mixed episodes or agitated depression. The mixed episodes are Hell that is when I'm most likely to hurt myself, and depression (and agitated depression) are Hell too, as I get out of bed most days except for dinner, shower, and appointments. Right now I think I'm in an agitated depression, and it sucks, I'm irritable, find no joy in anything, anxious, and agitated, plus I'm getting psychotic was well...