Called Medicaid this morning, got myself enrolled in a supplemental insurance plan, it takes effect on September 1st.

Been in bed all day, other than to shower and get something to eat, still depressed and agitated, hearing some.voices, but they're not as loud as they are without meds, and paranoid that people can see into my bathroom when the window is open and the curtains are open, and are spying on me. Still feel like I'm living in a computer simulation, and that nothing is real, and no one is real, not even me, and no one can convince me otherwise at this moment in time.

Just plain down in the dumps today, depression (possibly agitated depression) sucks, especially mixed with grief...