A few weeks ago I would have said it was very well managed but now I can feel myself slipping a little. Depression is getting harder to handle and I am having some anger creep in. I was better on loxapine but my pdoc was worried about extrapyramidal side effects because I had been on it so long so we switched to Geodon.

I am not sure Geodon is really working all that well and I did have some sort of strange episode that is kind of like DID or something. I am not sure what the heck that was about but it was very odd. Anxiety is worse too.

Went to pdoc appointment today and he was out of the office. Supposedly they sent a letter but I didn't get it. Was a little disappointed, I actually wanted to tell him some of this stuff but I guess it will have to wait.