Having sporadic moments where i seriously consider if i am approaching an episode, and start to plan ahead, for example, block my credit card, just in case.
Then all of a sudden, i spring up out of bed one morning, and the rest is history.
Lack of sleep is my biggest indicator.
And my vision is noticeably different. Very vivid, and intense.
I also find myself laughing a lot more easily and am extremely friendly. At least at first.
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