Debbie how would you like an all expenses paid trip to Philadelphia to come to my house and kick me in the head? lol, you mean business. I need you over here. You are completely right and I appreciate your response. I know there will come a time when I won't be able to get bailed out. I also need to understand that buying all the things in the world won't help my empty feelings-- and that the more I spend the worse I end up feeling. I buy so many non-essentials that it's ridiculous.