I'm suggesting you contact your pdoc anyway and explain what's been going on. S/he will help you.

You've been writing you want to get better. You will need your meds.

You've just been through hell. The stakes are high. You don't have a lot of room for messing around with missing meds.

We all care for you very much!

Please call your pdoc and heave him/her help get this sorted out once and for all. Don't let more days pass without your meds. Take back some control you've previously given up. You can do it; do it along with your pdoc's input.
It's a great time to ally with your doctor!


WC