Lack of sleep without feeling tired (different than insomnia in my depression states), staying awake for 36hrs straight and up to 4 days with maybe 5hrs of sleep total. Faster speech, racing thoughts, more goal.directed things like applying for jobs I'm not qualified for or can't do due to my vision impairment, I actually went on an interview for a dog grooming position that I wasn't qualified for due to my vision impairment, and went to the interview on know 1-2hrs of sleep, applying to school with no intention to go once I crash. Feeling abnormally happy, having dance parties in my room late at night, cleaning my house at 3am. The world looks more vibrant, colors pop out more, music is more vibrant, I can hear All the instruments in each song I listen to. I become more sensitive to noise, light, smells, taste etc. More impulsive spending. There's more, but I can't think of them off the top of my head.
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We are what we are
MDD w/psychotic features, BPD
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