I keep getting higher doses every visit with my psych doc, whom i see for a whole 10 min, smfh.

Trileptal 300 mg 2x daily
Wellbutrin sr 150mg 2x daily
Buspar 15mg 2x daily
Gabapentin 300mg 2x daily which was recently increased from 300mg daily (100mg 3x daily)

Klonopin 0.5 as needed

Seriously considering getting off the gaba. Hearing awful things and am petrified of the metabolic side effects, primarily weight gain. I struggle badly with body issues.
Then the rest. I don't feel better. I have been on meds on and off for years. Some helped for a while then they stop or i lost my insurance.

How do you know what's really not working?
Why just keep adding? I know dosage matters and everyone has their own cocktail they may need. I have had success in the past i just am on the most meds i have been on and feel like crap.
How do you know when it's the meds that could be keeping you sick? Or sicker?
I have been diagnosed with general anxiety, bipolar 1and2 , how?
Moderate /severe depression

Also suffer from nerve pain in my legs but that's sorta new. (6 months)

Im ok with the thought of needing meds I'm just so over this mixture. Just wanna start over which i know isn't fun.

I know these questions don't have concrete answers i am just scared and frustrated.