I understand the feeling of futility in making plans or starting projects, or even working on projects you've already started. Sometimes it just doesn't feel like it matters what I do because the foreseeable future seems so short.

But then, I've felt that a number of times. Probably twice a year at least for the last decade. And I'm still here, and I've had the opportunity during that time to finish projects, start new ones, finish those, etc. Even though I couldn't see the purpose behind the planning at the time.

There's also something to be said for giving yourself a break from planning and projects - as long as you're taking care of the details that will matter when you return (housing, pets, meds, appointments, etc.). I hope your travels are safe for you, physically and emotionally.

Also, I really like your Krishnamurti quote - I've never really thought about it like that. It relates to the reason I really don't watch the news and deliberately filter how much of it I read. The quote reminds me of one of our regular posters' signatures - something about 'her being very real in a very false world'. I can't remember right now, but every time I see it I respond to it in the same way as yours. I find them comforting.