I do believe in esp. Omg. I had JUST taken down the garbage and brought up some laundry, and recommitted to my exercise program for the month, and was feeling all empowered and stuff, and just sat down to cool off and drink some water, and my phone rang. My aunt-in-law. I just heard ts voice saying, "you dont have to answer." I cant afford to get any more depressed. I was just starting to crawl out, literally just! Well my voice mail program transcribed her italian message into spanish so idk wth she said! I will listen to it when i can. Hey granite i might have to go with you to your appointment this week to listen to it! Im not doing it alone!

Eta - i think i am starting to see what the missing element is on the couch and boy is it hitting the fan.