I can be having a perfectly normal day and I'll have an argument with my son (27, still lives here) and he'll yell at me and hurts so much I don't know how I can breathe. I can have a sad memory from my childhood and hurts so much that I'll cry for the rest of the day. I'll think about the day my little dog will die and I have to get in bed; I can't stop crying. I am currently on 75mg Paxil cr and 75 mg Effexor every day and am prescribed 60 0.5 mg Xanax per month to take as needed. What's wrong with me? I hurt so much. Thank you in advance. Ps I've never been in one of these forums; hope I posted this ok and in the right spot.