i just feel so upset. i feel paranoid, i feel crap, i think i hurt someone just being me as usual, didn't mean to, now i can't settle. why do i always have to do this, why can't i just shrug stuff off and not bother like other people do. i don't want to care if people are off with me but i do. i'm confused actually. if someone pms you to say they will be there for you, you ask that person for a hug, they don't reply, you've had a receipt saying they've read it, am i being selfish and paranoid? am i asking too much? why is the person saying they will be there and then ignoring me?

i give up......

jin