The trainer who basically looked me in the eye told me he loved me. Days later states my name saying I have changed his life. Feel the love guys, feel the love? Stated until a few said yes. Lead me on in various ways and forms. A card saying hang in there signed by all managers. Jumping at the chance to assist me.

I was led on. Starting to feel crazy and act irractically because I couldn't figure out his stance. No date, yet all these odd things at work. Copier password is my surgery date for example. Well yesterday his long term live in girlfriend showed up in her porsche. I saw them together. She is not ugly like someone told me. They are cute together. I can see he isn't in love with her but love isn't everything. He actually seems quite controlling of her.

Anyway I feel relieved, he declared his woman, yet embarrassed to think I ever believed him. Today I act happy and my usual self but I still feel played.