As a whole I have been doing very well lately. However, the last couple of days I seem to feel myself slipping back into anxiety and depression and I don't know why. A conversation with a friend seemed to get me upset. My husband likes to play non-stop news on the television which is mostly politics and it gets on my last nerve. I am having trouble concentrating on things I want to get done. I have to snap out of this before school starts back in the fall. I have an A average in my accounting studies and I want to continue to be successful in this. I got fussed at for making mistakes at work today. I usually don't make many mistakes. I also had a migraine part of the day. I don't understand what is wrong with me. I had a reprieve from depression that darkened two years of my life. I want to continue going forward, not backward.

I did some extra praying today and read my Bible. That does help some. I feel guilty. I should have been more helpful on this site and I should be doing more for others. Maybe I deserve to be depressed? Maybe this is my lot in life? Could hoping for success be too much to ask?

My husband is having changes in his work and I worry a little bit about finances. I have to get it together because I know that long-term I will have to be the household breadwinner.

Sorry for the rant. Just needed to vent. I know everyone else is having more trouble than I. Thanks for listening.