{{{{venusss}}} I'm sorry things are looking so useless to you right now. The world may be ending, but in all honestly all of our lives are numbered. I believe life is in the moment and even if our efforts are futile the reason for moving on is to live your life in a way that makes you happy or content. BP teaches us that things are always changing and that we must live for the good in our lives. Focusing on the bad or what can be just can bring one down. It is good to not so much plan for the future, but to works towards a goal. To me a goal is obtainable whereas the future is very unsure. It is easier for me to set a goal to make the best of each day I have, whatever that day may have in it. I hope you find your optimism soon and safe travels.