Today has been a long day. I am ready to stop feeling & just be numb with this stupid breakup! I'm angry at myself for being so weak sometimes!! I miss him very badly and I'm that I do miss him! I know he's not good for me I know towards the end he really treated me bad but there's just something that keeps me holding on to him and I don't know why?! It is so frustrating but I am proud of myself for getting through it and not contacting him. My main goal right now is to work on myself and start liking myself again.