I seriously hate it. Most of my experience has been crippling depression and the feeling of wanting to cease to exist.

Hypomania for me is short-lived and doesn't nearly outweigh the fall that inevitably comes after it or the agitation/general state of anger I live through beforehand.

It's awful & I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I wish there was a cure or a reliable drug that could be guaranteed to work across the board.

Having to live this way feels sub-human.