Thanks. This is the hardest thing I've ever done. I might go to the hospital. I don't know. I have nothing to do with my days. And I am switching therapists even though I don't want to, and my new therapists, at this new agency, I don't know what to think of her. I lost my best friend. He's still alive, but he's no longer in my life and it hurts a lot. I miss him. I feel like I have no where safe or comfortable to go. I'm sad all the time.