It took me at least 2 years to start msking friends now i have no one here. I really can't do what I usually do. When I'm feeling lonely I'll mope but hide it in confidence.. I pretend to care when I don't and prefer being in my own place than in the company of others I wont ever see past at the most a week.
Rather before I could meet anyone with ease and network with always a frame of reference to keep conversating good, but now I don't have that anymore.

Right now I don't know the layout I do not like the people at work. They are very rude without warrant at least the rudeness in ky was because they do dope and are fiends, but nice when they arebt string out. Here are people who are privileged very privileged and very whiny and always got an attitude.

It's really boring and it's a dry county you can't buy liquor here if you want to party. I mean I do drink with people, but I got nobody so I got no reason to go to a liqour store .

I've tried online meetups, but nothing soon in my area I can make it to because of work and anything that is relevant that remotely interests me. The events and descriptions are very vague.