((Echoes))
I completely get this conflict. I was just thinking tonight about how I go from adult to child in different sesions with T. From time to time I realize that if I don't acknowledge my child, I get very anxious. It is in these moments of realization that I remember how to care for my whole self. When I try to leave the child out of it, then I become anxious and forget how to care for myself. (Like a little girl who can't?)
Take gentle care & be good to yourself.