It has stabilised over the past few days, my mood is "so-so" but I would not say depressed. My anxiety depends if I drink coffee or not, if I do then it's high and I get some OCD symptoms, if I stay clear of coffee it's very manageable. My motivation is ****, but it is always like that due to hypothyroidism (hopefully will change in the future).

It seems whenever I am getting on it or gettig off it (even just forgetting for a day or two) I am experiencing hypomania-like symptoms but not a full episode. Knowing that I'll definitely not be getting off it any time soon or taking it irregularly, hopefully should keep me stable. I had some problems with it making me totally lose interest in sex, but it seems to have passed

Huge thanks to everyone who replied in my thread.