So during an argument with my bfs mother, she told me his kids are scared of me. That hurt me greatly to hear. We always got along so good, me and the kids, so I was very hurt. Then I told my bf what she said and he's like "well no ****, you threw a chair across the room because he slammed a door". Holy crap. I'm getting, or I was, out of hand. His kids were acting up that day and treating my home like a jungle gym. They slammed a door because they couldn't play their electronics and I was in a mixed, very angry state already. I came out of my room, grabbed onto the first thing I found, barstool at my kitchen counter, and knocked it down. I yelled at everyone and told the kids that my home will not be disrespected! I was pissed and seeing red, as I often do in a mixed state. So now I feel like an asshole monster [emoji30]. I've also had freak outs in the passed where my dad had to physically hold me down so I wouldn't hurt myself. Jeezus.

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