I actually have alienated many people because of my bipolar. I yelled at friends, cursed out people, cursed every one out on my facebook (most recent episode of this kind) and lashed out at almost everyone who had tried to help me.

I lost a lot so I know what that feels like. I don't suppose there is anything we can do. We can't change how people view us and see us because of how we acted. The only thing we can hope for is forgiveness.

I forgive you (even if no one else you know will say it)