I am very very confused right now. I've been dealing with an issue for over 4 years now. I mean, going through phases of obsessively worrying about this, then all of a sudden, seemingly out of nowhere... it's over.

After 4 years of almost constantly worrying, at least something once a day would trigger a worry.... it's done. The situation is over.

So, I heard this most amazing news and I said, "Oh." And this wave of depression washed over me. I mean, it was a deep and heavy wave from my head to my toes. I became physically limp and exhausted and very very depressed.

I had to go to bed. I woke up very very nervous and stayed in a weird depression all day. I'm feeling a little better now, at home after a long/weird day at work. Feeling a little better about the good news.

I mean, was it the shock? I dunno. It was weird. Any theories? Anybody ever have the opposite reaction to something?