Hard as it is, it is good for me to see that I am not the only one who goes to T as an adult then becomes like a child in there. I hate it! I feel so humiliated. Then I leave and wonder what happened to make me age 8 or 10 in there. I can feel my eyes big as plates and think to myself - I must look REALLY stupid right now. Then I often wonder if I should just quit (and now that I'm out, stay out!). But I'm starting again Monday. Oy. Kiya