I think of the Marilyn Monroe quote, "If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best," and then I found this: "If you can't handle me at my worst, then I completely understand because I can't either." HAHAHAHA!!
In all seriousness, I understand. Thank goodness the only people I've really "lost it" with were family and they've forgiven me. I'm sure I've lost friends because of my tendency to complain/whine about my worries. If I'm going through a bad anxiety episode, I'm downright unpleasant to be around, I'm sure. :-/ Thank goodness I have some people who put up with me and I also sometimes have the sense to know who I can unload on and who I can't.
HUGS!!!
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart

Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN