No idea why I gt hit with such a sad feeling today - that same ominous, sinking, pervasive sadness that comes out of nowhere. I mean really: last week has probably been the happiest and calmest of my life: I have my first, real, full-time job, I've been exploring the spiritual life as well as planning for a future - then suddenly I want to cry for no reason.

I seem to have bounced back though, but it's unnerving when depression doesn't even cross your mind for a week.