Toxic work environments suck, to be sure. As much as I would like to leave it isn't a good option right now. I am near the end of a three year training program which work is paying for. All up it costs 20 grand. I am bonded to them for three years post completion (2020) and if I leave before that date I have to pay back the money spent on my training.
Also, single parent, rent, food... etc. 20 grand is more than half my yearly income, before tax.

On the other hand I am such a switchy emotional wreck I am unable to do the paperwork I need to do in order to pass my training. I am months and months behind. I am not going to pass at this rate anyway, and in that scenario I also have to pay the money back.
It is easier not to think about it.