Now that I'm back on my meds (started them back up after I got my refilled, after 9 days without them), I'm starting to come back to reality, the feeling of un-realness is messed, and the thoughts are more manageable, everything thing hasn't gone away completely, but it's like the volume has been turned down on everything, like the voices, paranoia, and delusional thinking. I didn't think being off my meds for 9 days would have such an impact on me, but it did...