Thank you for your words of support. I am not feeling so desperate right now. I saw one of my docs today and have my regular therapy session tomorrow.

I also started a conversation with my friend but we had to postpone it until later because we were both walking into meetings.

Thanks again. Its good to have people who understand what I am feeling.

And I need to remember, "she'll be out soon, I'll give her the moon, let her bathe in the sun, when we become one."

Thanks again
tsha